mysticwings
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Most times it's little things that mean so much! When my son was about 18 I was having problems with him and was so worried about drug use. I had reached a place where I felt I had to give him an ultimatum, "go in to a drug program or leave," and he agreed to go in. The day he was scheduled to go in he left. Disappeared. I was worried sick and sat in his room talking to Gabriel. I felt the presence of this angel, but at that time had not learned yet that I was being listened to and would get answers I needed. I knew that sometimes we have to let go of our children and let them learn, but was so worried about this addiction. I spent days going into his room and talking to Gabriel. After about a week I had become desperate. I had dreams and visions of my son laying face down on the side of a road, unable to breathe the night before. So now I was inconsolabe and my day after that dream was entirely in my sons room, weeping and worried. I asked for a sign that he was alive and was ok. A phone call, a word from someone who had seen him.... anything was hope now.
My oldest daughter wanted to go shopping. I didn't feel like going anywhere, but I made myself get up and take her. We went into a store and I let her shop, sitting down in a chair that was in front of the door we walked into and staring at the floor.
After what seemed like a long time of sitting I saw a pair of shoes in front of my feet. Someone was standing in front of me. I followed the shoes up to see my son standing in front of me smiling! He was alive and was ok at that time. That was my sign....
I was being heard and the sign I had asked for was sent to me through a shopping trip I almost cancelled because I wasn't sure I could go out in public without losing control and weeping in front of everyone I passed....
There are no doubts in my mind anymore angels are listening and reaching back, even if the answers don't come right away and doubts blur my vision. Sometimes those answers are right there looking back, but I missed the signs in so much pain or worry. But that day I didn't have to look up, because the shoes I wanted to see the most found me and gave me my answer. I didn't know I was shopping for shoes...
Thank you Gabriel....
At times in our deepest darkness, miracles are born... |
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