Looking4arcadia, 74

I am a free thinker who is not locked into any one mode. I have no problem thinking outside of the box. I enjoy and appreciate the many items of beauty the world offers. If I could stretch myself to some greater reality, it would be along the line of a mystic, becoming absorbed into the fabric of reality itself-removing the sense of separation that we all feel.I try to integrate emotions, thinking, and behavior into a complementary manner.

I speak of truth seeking - the TRUTH is God - I am a God seeker - and that is unconditional love for all. Most of us "humans" have weak circuits to the God consciousness and so love someone only if the "love" is returned in kind. But my mom loves me unconditionally, she tells me that so often that I almost tire of hearing it. But the love a mother feels for her children is an example of that UNCONDITIONAL love pouring forth. Read Corinthians Chapter 13 - "though I speak with the tongues of men and angels and have not love, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal."
I have books on the NDE(near death experience) and the one thing these survivors report back is the unbelievable experience of ineffable love - where the word love doesn't do justice. We in this vibration do NOT realize how truly we are loved by the universe. We get caught in hopelessness and despair, even self destructive and suicidal but surrounding us all are spiritual influences attempting to support us with their energies and the angels step into human form.
I try to express supreme feelings through my piano playing - I have Vincent van Gogh art hanging on my walls - I watch super DVDs like POWDER that make me want to burst out - I have a collection of meditations that I have gathered up to express the divine in the world - I have Walt Whitman's LEAVES OF GRASS where he goes crazy with divine poetry etc.
It's NOT "Do you believe in God?" But DOES GOD BELIEVE IN ME?
Hopefully, God believes in me enough to send you as a gift of LOVE into my life.