I started to notice I was different around age 14 when I came across Ghost Hunters. Something just clicked. After that, i didn't think anything of it. So I went about my life. A couple years later I was in bed staring at the ceiling, i was about to turn the tv on when name Eugene popped into my head. I had chills only described as soul piercing. So the next day I asked my dad, specifically my dad if he had a cousin named eugene. Apparently Eugene died before I was either born or when I was a baby. I never met him... My dad thought I was crazy so I left it alone
The other name I recieved was Collin. Later that day we went to My grandmother's house for dinner. Later I pulled her aside and asked her about a boy named Collin. She pondered a minute and her eyes lit up. "Oh! I had a childhood neighbor back in the day, I wonder what happened to him..." So I had a bit of confirmation that I wasn't as crazy as perceived
So basically things like that happen often. I'll double take sometimes when I see people staring at me, just to make sure they're alive...:/
So, If I don't find love, I'm content to find friends
